Week 32.

I think I ought to schedule an appointment with a psychiatrist soon, before we get too close to the c-section date. I know I'm hormonal, but tears are never far from the surface and I'm feeling pretty overwhelmed. C telling me I need to get my drivers license before September adds to the pressure. I'm worrying about everything and everyone at this point, and there are moments I feel like I'm ready to snap. So.. the bottom line is that I need to be ready to be medicated as soon as this kid is outside of me. It's simply not fair to everyone else around me to just let it happen the way I know it will if I don't make plans to take care of this.  

We put up the pack 'n' play bassinet thing, so next on the agenda  would be washing clothes and packing up the hospital bag. I'm actually looking forward to doing all of this stuff - makes me feel like I'm useful.